firstly mmng tension nk kne time menda nie sume . eika da pk msak2 . buat ape kte sygs owg yg ta ada rse tnggjwb , smpati , belas kshan , eika da fedup . nk meryu cum cum . tp dia buat ttwu ttp dgn jwpan dia . bia laa dia . (kaka eika ckp bia kn dia dek kaw bleh dpt laki yg lbeh bgos dri dia prcya laa . ta pyah t'hegeh2 kt dia ) tp srbu kali sygs laa eika takan maap kn dia , and takan penah knl dia lgy . eika akn buang dia cum dia buang eika . bia laa susah pown nk lpe kn dia . dari eika merana . bia jea laa Allah jea taw aty eika ble kne cumnie . eika doa kn kowunk happy tou jea . 8lst eika ada kwan2 yg bnyk bgy semangt . bnyk buat eika happy . tou da ckup . eika da tanak pk psal laki . sury laa eyh wan eika rse eika happy now so plish jgn ckp psal cple nie sume . if wan rse nk tnggu2 laa . eika tanak wan mghrap sanad . plisg eyh wan pown taw eika tanak khlangan sape2 lgy . t'masok wan . bkn fobia or whatever bia laa kte knl 2 dlue . mybe ada hkmah benda nie sume jd . taun dpan eika SPM kowunk doa kn kjyaan eika eyh :) and bgy semangat kt eika jgn bgy eika ingt benda nie sume. lastink tengkiuu laa wan bnyk bgy eika sapourt . bnyk dgr mslah eika . tengss sanad sanad eika happy gila cumnie . :) caye laa . haha ayat sape laa tou .